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Well its been a bit since i posted anything here.

Working on my dresser. Got it all finished.  Will ask someone

to follow me home tomorrow and carry the behemoth upstairs.

Now…time to replace my last lock on my garage….maybe do some work on my car.

Nice having a place with an attached garage. Normally i hate doing stuff like this but everything

is readily available. Ok…time to stop typing and actually do some more work.

Got a bit pumped after a talk at work today about doing some filming.
Gonna shoot a little commercial for work i hope and this weekend im gonna try some stop time animation
with some g.i. joes.

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I have to say i’m a bit happier right now than i’ve been in a while. And its because i took a chance.

See a while back i lost a friend of mine because i was stupid.  Thats all i’m gonna say about it because it happened and i’m not proud of it. But for some reason i took a chance and contacted that friend because it had been over a year and we had not spoken and the way we left it we would never speak again.

So…i took a chance. I contacted them and just told them i still felt terrible about what i did and that they were in my thoughts and i hoped they were doing well.

And i got a response.

And it wasn’t negative or positive but just informing me on what’s happening. And i’m happy.

This person could have deleted it. Could have changed their email. But they simply responded and i’m happy for that.

Well my day was going ok….but things finally came to a head.
I had enough around 200 today and wanted to just get the hell out of there and not come back.
My job isn’t that great or exciting but it is tremendously stressful for me. And things going on lately
have compounded things.

I like to get things done. I like accomplishing things and for nearly 2 weeks now i feel like i haven’t accomplished anything.
For 2 weeks now I’ve been focused on one thing. And everything else has been put on hold.
And not because i want it on hold. I have 2 weeks of work piling up and customers asking me why
its not done. And i don’t have a real good answer. And no one else seems to care.
Thus my storming out of work.

And so…I’ve been focused on one project which has just been meetings and such.
And we are finally getting close to completion and it has ruined something important to me.
I’ve been planning for weeks to go to a film festival and see. Its my thing and i don’t get to do it often.
And now It’s being taken from me by my work.

The following is a conversation i had with a coworker earlier tonight.

Boomskill: you okay?
heckle0: no
heckle0: I’m frustrated and pissed
heckle0: Havent got shit done in over a week because of
heckle0: “process”
heckle0: And now im about to get stuff done but….oh wait….we are doing the elevate around the exact time that you took your day off for….oh well guess you wont get to use
those tickets
heckle0: I’m fed up
heckle0: And now i just woke up and havent eaten STILL and have to head in to work for 4-5 Hours to “test” so that i can then again wake up and work on my day off

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We all need to get out there and vote. Make sure you read up on things and make

the best decisiion you can based on that information.

I’ve already voted today. Down with Whitey!

lol.

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The world has gone crazy. People are guessing on things and making things worse.

People making decisions based on fear and making things worse.

The wrong people in the powerful positions making the decisions for the masses and making them wrong.

And here we are….the working people and we suffer.

We pay while they spend.

We toil while they decide.

We suffer while they promise.

Isn’t America great.

Well my worries have subsided. Ok not totally. Never will totally. But today is a good day too bad it’s not Friday.
At least it’s payday.

I had such a hard week last week and to start this week i do something harmless and it turns out to not be.

I feel so freaking terrible. And this time it might actually cost me. I’m ready to do what i need to but it still feels terrible. Oh well. Find out more tomorrow.

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So I’m doing ok at work and the day is near its end and I get a phone call. Production is having issues.

Oh crap. Turns out “someone” ran something that broke some database. Guess who “someone” was.

Well turns out wasnt my fault. But still sucks to be part of something getting screwed up. Specially when its something this big. Hope i find out later that its ok. Hate to see the stock market dip.

What a long day. If it wasn’t for those around me I couldn’t make it.