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People are telling me all the time how much i need to get out. I know this.
I also need to exercise more and date.

Problem is….motivation. I dont feel motivated to do anything.
I’m not motivated at work. I’m not motivated in my off time.
I was going to go on a road trip this week. Now i don’t feel like it.
I should be doing laundry….buying groceries….paying bills….dont feel like it.

And now that i have written this…..kinda funny but i’m motivated.
I’m gonna go ride my bike. Hopefully i get some other things crossed off my growing list.

I found a couple great programs to catalogue my DVDs. One allowed me to get them listed here on my iPod and the other part let me list them here on my site. Check out the 2 links on the right side.

I found a couple great programs to catalogue my DVDs. One allowed me to get them listed here on my iPod and the other part let me list them here on my site. Check out the 2 links on the right side.

Image by Elizabeth K via Flickr

I have to say i’m a bit happier right now than i’ve been in a while. And its because i took a chance.

See a while back i lost a friend of mine because i was stupid.  Thats all i’m gonna say about it because it happened and i’m not proud of it. But for some reason i took a chance and contacted that friend because it had been over a year and we had not spoken and the way we left it we would never speak again.

So…i took a chance. I contacted them and just told them i still felt terrible about what i did and that they were in my thoughts and i hoped they were doing well.

And i got a response.

And it wasn’t negative or positive but just informing me on what’s happening. And i’m happy.

This person could have deleted it. Could have changed their email. But they simply responded and i’m happy for that.

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http://www.chococlate-movie.com

What is it that you get when you cross Tony Jaa (or Jackie Chan) with Dustin Hoffman from Rainman?

You get Chocolate.

Thats right. Chocolate the next great export from Thailand. This is another great action film in the vein of Chan or Jaa. Its a revenge movie…its an action movie…its a comedy.

The story involves Zen. A perhaps 13 year old girl. Her mother was once in the mob but was forced to leave when she fell in love with an opposiing clans leader. She leaves and soon after Zen is born. But Zen has some issues. Shes Autistic. But we soon realise this is not a handicap in any way shape or form. Zen is special.

Zen can easily reproduce anything she sees. And her reflexes are like a cat. Jen and her friend soon embark on an ill advised attempt to strike back at the people that owe her mother money from her past life in order to pay medical bills. This takes them down a road that leads to danger, comedy, and some very intense and well coreographed action.

The film from Thailand is directed by Prachya Pinkaew and stars Yanin Vismitananda as Zen.

Yanin appears to be about 13 in the film but was tremendously gifted at both acting and action in which she performs all her own stunts without wires or tricks. She trained for 4 years for this film. This is trully amazing to watch.

Well my day was going ok….but things finally came to a head.
I had enough around 200 today and wanted to just get the hell out of there and not come back.
My job isn’t that great or exciting but it is tremendously stressful for me. And things going on lately
have compounded things.

I like to get things done. I like accomplishing things and for nearly 2 weeks now i feel like i haven’t accomplished anything.
For 2 weeks now I’ve been focused on one thing. And everything else has been put on hold.
And not because i want it on hold. I have 2 weeks of work piling up and customers asking me why
its not done. And i don’t have a real good answer. And no one else seems to care.
Thus my storming out of work.

And so…I’ve been focused on one project which has just been meetings and such.
And we are finally getting close to completion and it has ruined something important to me.
I’ve been planning for weeks to go to a film festival and see. Its my thing and i don’t get to do it often.
And now It’s being taken from me by my work.

The following is a conversation i had with a coworker earlier tonight.

Boomskill: you okay?
heckle0: no
heckle0: I’m frustrated and pissed
heckle0: Havent got shit done in over a week because of
heckle0: “process”
heckle0: And now im about to get stuff done but….oh wait….we are doing the elevate around the exact time that you took your day off for….oh well guess you wont get to use
those tickets
heckle0: I’m fed up
heckle0: And now i just woke up and havent eaten STILL and have to head in to work for 4-5 Hours to “test” so that i can then again wake up and work on my day off

What a hilarious movie. Paul Rudd and Sean William Scott are hilarious together. One of the funniest movies this year.

Right up there with Zack and Miri Make a Porno.

******* 7/10

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